I hope I love you all my life

If you’re not the one

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I’m praying you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And know I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Doa Rosul Ketika Sedih

Ya Allah… Kepadamu aku mengadukan kelemahan kekuatanku
Dan sedikitnya kemampuanku
Dan kehinaanku dihadapan manusia
Wahai Yang Maha Penyayang
Engkaulah Tuhan orang-orang yang lemah dan Engkau adalah
Tuhanku
Kepada siapa engkau serahkan aku
Kepada orang yang jauh yang menggangguku
Atau kepada musuh yang akan menguasai urusanku
Asal Kau tak marah padaku maka semua itu bukanlah masalah
bagiku
Selain dari Keafiatan-Mu yang lebih luas dari yang ada padaku
Aku berlindung dengan Cahaya Wajahmu yang akan menerangi
seluruh kegelapan
Dan akan memberikan kebaikan pada seluruh urusan dunia dan
akhirat
Untuk melepaskan aku dari Marah-Mu
Atau menghilangkan Murka-Mu dariku
Hanya pada-Mu aku merintih berharap mendapatkan Keridloan-Mu

Dan tidak ada daya dan kekuatan kecuali dengan-Mu